I couldn't get t sleep last night. Thinking of those fucking past again. & it's not everything bout him. But partly, it was(: And, I kept tossing & turning on my bed. Daddy then returned from work, but he didn't bought supper for me ):
Dabian said she wants t put all her memories in genting & leave it there. But lover said next time when she visit genting again, she would think back of the past. So, I told them that I wanna try t put all my memories in Hongkong & never bring them back. But still, I couldn't do that. I'm trying very hard, trying t let go. Someday, somehow I will (: & I told lover t leave all her memories in india{ laughs } & start afresh/ She couldn't do that too. Sighs! Forget bout that.
Friends close t me know that I'm always dreaming of my love life t be very fairy-tale like. Now, no more! 'Cause fairytales do not exist. Yes?(: Meeting my sugarrush soon. Bye people.
I lie awake at night, see things in black and white.