Catch SINKING OF JAPAN at marina with Aarone & Aunty Doris(: It was boring at the first part & we almost fell asleep. There were only like 1o people, including us, in the cinema. Hah! I don't quite like this movie, but my heart goes t them when I see how they suffered from the earthquakes. It was touching indeed. Due t the long hours of wearing contact lens, my eyes felt very uncomfortable.& so went home after full supper. Whoowhees[:
We had a super heavy lunch at Seoul Garden. I ate so bloody much! It's been so long since I last ate so much like a hungry ghost. I remembered the last time was with sherna.(: Memories were kept inside my heart. & I'm growing fatter & fatter. I'm lazy t exercise. Growns/ Should control my diet already. Yes, it's time.
On my way home, saw a little kitten. Meowmeow\ It was rather dark & guess what, I almost stepped on it. LOLS.& it seemed hungry so we feed it with some fries. It looks so adorable! Awww :)
He called me last night & asked me some Qns which left me speechless. I really don't know what I can do. I'm in a dilemma, just like how he's feeling now. When he said that he doesn't have much time left, my heart sank 200000m down the sea. I'm totally lost, my mind is all blank. I think through alot for the whole night. Mummy did talked t me before I went t bed. & daddy learnt bout it too after he was back from work. He says there's nothing we can do now. Just pray & hope everything is fine. Mummy was so worried sick for him too. Sigh!
& when he asked bout some Qns regarding our r/s, I was totally in a loss for words. But afterall I still managed t say that Yes. That yes means - I will wait for him :) After we end the call, I went t bathe & he called several times without speaking. Mum says he's drunk again. Laughs.
& yet again, it was a bad night. I hugged snoopy t bed, & the pillow was wet again. Hur, sigh. My mind was plagued by too many "what-ifs" & how he could have avoided this whole mess & trouble if he did not do such a silly act in the first place. What if one day they really took him away? What if it really happens like how he had predicted? What if.. you know, I'm really so afraid. RAHS! Curse that asshole who made the report.I don't know what I can do now, seriously.
My dear boy, you're really silly.