Back from my check-up.I spent a few hours there, almost bored t death. The stupid X-ray made me waited so long, & there's no one I can sms.Pouts/ I can buy three months of contact lens form the X-ray money lah! But it's okay. Doctor says my spine has improved. My next check-up will be ten months later.Sighs! I'm jealous. It's unfair! 'Cause my brother went for his chalet & leave me alone at home. I wanted t go & ton for two nights 'cause I know his friends too. But he refused t bring me along. Fuck eh. Sighs! & I didn't have the chance t blog these fews days 'cause he hogged on the computer all t himself all day long. I hate staying at home, 'cause I'll think back of the past. I prefer t meet up with my friends who I can confide my problems in. Like lover, dabian & darling, I guess they're the only ones who understand how I am feeling right now.
Aarone Tan nagged me last night again. That I always go out & spent mum's money. He wants me t find a job & spend my own money. But I have no lobangs. Oh ya, met adrain on the train & he told me t go back t work- sell pens. He said he will put me under him & he would train me. & he kept explaining & blahblahblah. But I just keep nodding my head. Then I changed subject, I then asked bout him & huiping.(: I'm sick of selling pens. No way am I going back t see Jack. Boohoos.
Let's recall on what happened on monday.
Spent a day at sentosa with aiaidabian & my lover. We did drank alot of salt water. Lols. & we encountered three same incidents. Three lame ones. We were playing under the water when one girl told her friend, who's a boy that he's wanted 'cause we're looking at him. Omfg. Another bunch of older teenagers were playing splish-splash near us when another girl shouted t her friend, another boy, that we're looking at him. Lols? & when we were at the counter, a lady said t a guy that we're waiting for him. Like what the hell! We wasn't even looking at those boys 'cause they're not as cute as barney! And, I wonder why we had three same weird incidents which took place on that day. Hah!
I admit I was funny lah. 'Cause I wore a jeans with belts, mascara on, contact lenses, hairband & shoes when I know that we're going t play water. Dabian & panda wore only simple shirt, shorts & slippers. So, dabian lent me her extra shorts & lover lent me her extra slippers. Okay, am I funny? Please laugh. Ha-ha-ha.
Slacked at Jp after Palawan. Played some childish car race in arcade. Some guys behind us were instructing me the direction. Laughs, & I felt someone touched my head, so I turned behind t see who it is but I saw a small boy smiling t me. & the guys were laughing. -____- I wonder what's so funny.
& we went ToyRus! I immediately searched for barney {!} & I used barney t attack lover's elmo.
BARNEY&ELMO'SBIGFIGHT.
Gaga-s/ & stupid elmo's big eyes hit my head. OUCH! & I almost cried my eyes out 'cause it was really painful. & I was cursing & beating lover. She apologised- & elmo wanted t sayang barney & shake hands with barney. But barney refused t accept elmo's apology. *Ignores. And, we played hide&seek inside toyRus :) BAHHS.
Did I ever mentioned that devil is not only kind-hearted but evil too? Lols, kind-hearted but evil. Anw, I was pissed when she called C------- & asked some nonsense. And! she claimed that she was my sis. For your information people, Anthea tan has only 4 elder brothers & no sisers :] And, C------- was angry too, & there was totally nothing going on between us okay. It's all the past & stop playing this prank on me, alright./sighs! Holy, for my sake, stop asking me questions regarding penguins. I'm in love with barney now. No more penguins, please(: But I'm still not letting HAPPYFEET off. Happy feet is a cute movie, I'll not miss it just because of that.
Da ge brought me t BukitBatok for dinner. And, he has many friends who have weird names- gaowun, laobei, ahcao, xiaoqiang{cockroach}, siaochuan & laolao. Laughs/ I was laughing my ass off when my brother called their silly names. Hohs! My tummy still feels bloated now! Ohno.
Someone told me something. Something bout you in the past. Something that makes me give up on you. & don't worry, I have really gave up on you(: No use keeping all this memories in my heart. I was wrong bout you all along. I said I will never forget you even if we have go separate ways, but now I've made up my mind. I'll erase all the past. I have already choose the path that I want now. I will never miss you anymore, I hate you. I hate you more than how much I've loved you in the past. I told that somebody that I still trust you today. But when that somebody told me that something, I have made up my mind t forget you. From today onwards, you shall disappear in my life. You're nolonger that sweet & kind boy that I trust. All the disappointments made me really hate you. That's all I have t say. I was really wrong bout you.